Sometimes

Sometimes I say too much. Sometimes I say it just for the effect, but there is still some hint of truth behind it. Sometimes I get drunk to be able to say what I need to say and blame it on the alcohol the next day. Sometimes I want to yell out what I feel. Sometimes I regret it. Sometimes I push it aside. Sometimes I truly mean it, but you don't respond. So I'll just go and repress how I really feel so I won't feel defeated. These 'sometimes' overrule my life.